Eww, this dance was pretty fucked up :( It started with me just chilaxing and it was fun. Then Brenan Mcgee asked me to MY freshman formal. I had to say maybe because I'm still kind of...in the middle with someone? I think? I dunno but I couldn't say yes, but I couldn't say no...

Well multiple times he came up behind me and grabbed my waist and got all up on me dancing and stuff. It was kind of uncomfortable for me, only because of the way we met. He's my big brother's best friend's little brother...If that makes any sense... Well anyway I danced with him and Marqueese. I don't like either of them THAT way, so I'm not too worried right now.

Later Brennan tried to slow dance with me. I told him that I don't slow dance. The truth? I've never slow danced before. I'm saving that. I've had my first fast dance, and my frist kiss, and I hooked up with someone before. None of them meant anything to me. I'm saving my first slowdance to be something special. Maybe at the formal? God I hope so...

Joe broke up with Alison. I guess it's better than going out with her when he didn't want to? Ok, it definately is in my book. The downside? HE'S TAKING EMILY WRIGHT TO THE FORMAL! Ughh... I can't stand that girl. She is such a bitch to me. Not to mention two-faced...

Oh well. I'm actually rather tired but I'm not sleeping yet because I can't! I've got wayy to much on my mind...